Me not myself

Caught by the Camera...

Dubai.. boasts of some the best roads in the world.. unfortunately.. it also boasts of the biggest traffic congestion ever seen by mankind.. yep tats true.. well some of us .. who hate this traffic.. find roads.. which cover a larger distance.. for instance.. from my home to the office is 60KMs.. but i travel (not me driving my driver ofcourse) around 115KM to avoid this traffic.. and this road was never monitored by RADAR..now.. the GOVT has put up camera to check the speeds on this road.. damn on an open freeway u cross 80km/hr and u end up paying.. 200DHs.. fine.. a slap on the poor drivers stomach.. when are these people goin to learn..

Survival of the Fittest

three days.. i was alone @ home.. and truly it was survival of the fittest.. had to do all the chores myself.. i make tea and find no sugar in the house.. then wen i buy and come back.. tea is spilled all over.. over boiled.. then.. washin .. fun it was.. put too much surf... hehehe.. then waking up.. damn three alarms.. else one would have been sufficient.. coz tat would wake up everyone in the house.. and they would wake me inturn.. cant wait.. mom and dad are gonna be back today.. good food.. i can already smell it.. :)..

Back in Dubai

Feels good to be back... the short vacation has turned out to be a real long one.. now that i am back feels like i am in my home.. and today here i am at my office.. after the vacation .. it feels like i ve taken so much responsibility all of a sudden.. ve got loads of pending work.. have to figure out a way to finish em one @ a time..

My Grandfather… May his soul rest in peace..

I ve known my granddad since my young days.. I was never born with a silver spoon in my mouth.. my grand father had Eight Children, 3 of them died on birth excluding them he has 5 sons and 1 daughter… well most of abt him which I came to know was from what my father told me, it seems he used to rule the house with an iron fist, made sure that all his children listened to him and he made sure no matter what no one in the house slept hungry, in his younger days he was known for his valor.. he would stand on wat ever he believed was the truth and hence gained the respect of all those around him..

Well now from my experience.. I was a naughty guy in my early days.. well he used to pamper me a lot..my dad was in the gulf working.. so I was wid him during my younger days.. he used to take me on long.. rides on his cycles.. and on the way back he would stop at the bakers.. place and buy me stuff.. tat I liked.. It was nice.. bein wid him.. once my mom .. got really angry @ me for .. something.. wrong which I had done.. he told my mom not to beat me and explain to me right and wrong.. well I thought he was on my side.. and was on a roller coaster ride of child hood pranks.. once I did something so wrong.. and wen I saw him go for a stick to get me .. I ran thinking he would never catch me.. boy he ran through the paddy.. and got me.. and gave me real good spankings with the stick.. he then pampered me the whole night.. he used to love me more than I could imagine.. after I left to dubai.. he used to always look forward for those short vacations which we got to be together.. I used to always astonish.. @ the way he tackles people and provides for solution for those around him..

Well as time got through.. he got old.. he fell sick.. but trust me he would never let the sickness rule him.. his prayer life was his success.. he would never lie stil for a long time.. well he got some close calls.. but he would make it out all the time.. I met him wen he was serious so many time before.. but his smile and the way he talked to us.. would make us feel tat he would make it out without any problem.. not this time though.. I came and met him he was in the hospital.. had the chance to be wid him and take care of him.. and give him all tat he wants.. we brought him home yesterday.. well today morning.. his condition became real bad.. well he was surrounded.. by all his children and grand children.. and all his neighbors.. he slept peacefully into his rest @ 10:30 am.. well the lose that he has created can never be filled.. but I know for sure one thing.. I would love to attain an end like his.. a end with so much hope and peace..

Well he has set an exemplary way for us to follow and I hope that I too can follow in his steps… His funeral will take place.. on Monday.. I will not be there to take place in it.. but.. I am sure.. it will be a blessed service.. and I am sure his soul is with father resting in his eternal peace..

Love u granddad ……. Ur the best and there will be none like u.. to fill that empty space u leave in our hearts… I know for sure one day I will meet u on that shore of grace… I am gonna miss u .. and I know u will be watching me from up there………….

A real indian Journey

i had to travel to trivandrum from home town.. today.. wel its like 90Kms from my house.. i decided to travel by bus.. and well i must say i had nice fun.. leavin aside the rickety ride.. even if we get to travel in the best of comforts.. a lifes journey is never complete without a ride on an indian bus...

Another Train Journey

well the last journey was on a local train... this time i got an express train.. 2633.. Trivandrum mail.. last minute travel plans.. so got a ticket.. on tatqal.. had to pay a little more than normal.. 3 rd class AC.. Well i get the upper berth.. cool comfort of the AC.. and rockin motion perfect for sleep.. well before i could do tat.. i had to get introduced to throse travellin wid me..hes been on the train for the last 3 days it seems.. travellin from assam.. then this couple.. on their way back home after seein their son in chennai.. then.. another person who never talked @ all.. and a lady who appeared totally lost and she never spoke .. well i did not think they were great people to travel wid.. so.. went to sleep... right away.. and woke up an hour just before my station.. indeed a comfortable journey.. thanks to southern railways..

Back to gods own country

i was to leave india.. tomo.. now..change in plans.. travellin to kerala.. gods own contry.. my dads old man is not keeping.. good.. am sure he wil be fine.. hes one of my favs... the one who used to me ride all over the town on his cycle.. tats how i have this great passion for bikes.. and well one more thing.. he used to treat me almost evert day outside .. hence my passion for food.. hahaha.. then damn he used to love me more than all his grand children.. hes really someone special in ma life.. love u grand pa .. >:D<

From a bleeding Heart..

What else this heart have
Else than tears.........

what else does heart have..
no matter wat to forgive and forget..

Then comes the question..
how much can this week heart take..

a life full of sadness
a life full of tears
one thing has my heart learned..
never to give up hope
no matter how far life takes u..

Expectations..

I dont expect anythin from anyone .. but sometime those whom u expect the most give u so much pain tat u feel so hurt .. i ve learned from some my experiances.. if u want to lead a life with little worries.. u need to learn never expect anythin from anyone.. no matter how close the person is to u..

Train travel

today i travelled by train ie an inter city train.. after a period of almost 3 years.. it felt nice.. esp the crowd pushing and pulling.. then there is mobile entertainment.. dance with music on the train.. u need to a rupee out of ur kind heart if u do care for the small gurl who was dancing.. then dere is samosa for sale.. 1rs. 1 samosa.. then chai.. then.. 3 pens for 10 bucks.. plastic gadgets.. well awesome journey which lasted 40Mins and the whole cost. 6rs.. cool.. Mera apun ka India..

A poem from my Heart

I love you by choice
And not by chance
I felt something for you
right from the start

Lets go rejoice
In what we feel
for each other
What we feel
is so real
Your in my thoughts
You have brought me
Awakening desire
I never knew was there
Here I stand with only
Love to share

How dare I care
With someone so dear
To give me a lending ear
There is no to be
So near when your here

Thinking of Download.. Think of limewire

Limewire...... well they say "The Internet" is full of resources.. but still wen searching for some of them stuff i ve wanted.. not meaning porn here guys.. ve nver really came acros.. then come across this gentle man.. he says his name is limewire and asks me y not try me out.. i am like are u comin @ no cost @ all.. Yes he say.. boy i download it and run it.. here i am gettin all those stuff tat i wanted.. even those songs.. which i could not find for the last few years.. thanks limewire

Reunion ---- Not in a cafe.. den where.. Online

wel i ve always missed some of my school friends.. and many of my college friends.. but then often wished.. how it would be if we could we could meet up and spend some time together.. talk abt all the stuff we did in college.. well one fine day i find.. orkut is no longer blocked in dubai.. and i reagister myself.. in like 2 months i ve spoken to all my friends.. yesterday i come across my best friend online.. and hes in london.. today.. i feel very happy talkin to him.. wat more has orkut gifted me with......... some really nice new friends.. whom have become really close wid.. and they care for me today.. its feels so nice.. to have found myself a place online.. and my old lost friends..

Lifes Moves on

wat ever happens.. in our life.. apart from watever we wish.. life still moves.. on.. i ve had several ambitions.. from bein a truck driver to an auto driver.. then train driver.. then pilot then astronaut..all seem to be fantasies of the age tat i was in.. we all dream .. not all of them happens to happen.. but then life moves on .. does it not.. it always has to move on.. No matter.. keep smiling.. and enjoyin wat ever we do..

Paying for someone Mistakes

I left on a short vacation and i am here in india now.. payin for someones mistake which could have been easily avoided had the person who was responsible been more careful.. well always need to know one thing.. if we are careless in the smallest of things .. someone somewhere is gona pay for it.. for no fault of his.. so lets take a decision to be more.. careful or atleast try to be careful.

This one is for My real good friend

I am not writing this one for myself.. but for my real good friend.. Love which we come .. across .. may not always become ours.. but for one thing.. if tat love realyl was meant for us.. it wil reach us no matter what.. it can never be taken away from us.. well if we lost.. it.. should be happy.. for one.. both of u .. loved each other.. and those memories.. wil let u walk a long way.. should u ever feel sad.. well those memories.. wil bring a smile back on ur face.. and always remember.. it aint worth thinking abt the love u lost.. but worth living for the love u will gain.. coz u have us as ur friends.. wil always be dere .. if u ever feeel let down.. so keep smiling buddy.. :).. Main Hoon Na Dosth Tera..

New World Order

Well .. imagining a world.. where we could time .. travel.. where our thoughts..are right infront of us.. imagining.. a new world order.. Happines.. Love.. No Hatred.. No Killings.. can this ever Happen.. Yes it surely can.. ever noticed.. how a new born baby smiles.. when he is thrown up in the air.. he trust the hand which has thrown his so much.. so do we have to.. trust the hands which made us.. learn to become a child once.. again.. live the age of innocence once again..